I didn't fancy them but I was fascinated by them. I did but the women didn't interest me.Ī couple approached me and all I felt was revulsion.īut I liked looking at the men dancing and kissing each other. I told a gay male friend and he suggested I went to a gay club. It was just idle curiosity at first but now it's become a bit of an obsession. I'm not boasting, just telling you the truth.īut recently I have found myself looking at gay websites. I have never found it difficult to get any man I want. I don't have a new man right now but it's not a problem. I also have a fairly wide circle of friends, so I am not lonely. I have my own flat, own car and can afford nearly everything I want. He wanted kids and a wife at home ironing his shirts but I didn't. I get a real buzz from my job and my dedication to my work was why my ex and I split up.
I don't have any children but this is through choice.
